Wednesday, January 14, 2009

What the hell?

Hi! I'm Jane, I am married and have 3 beautiful kids (I know everyone says that, but I really do, I'm not saying all three of them are extremely smart or the best looking kids in town but they are all 3 excellent people that I am proud to know!) I've got issues and thought that a blog might be a good way to lay it all out and see if it helps me work all this crazy shit out.

I love sex and talk about sex alot and I cuss, so if that offends you now would be a good time to stop reading my blog!

Prepare to be shocked! I have been married to the same guy for almost 17 years and he is the father of all three of my kids. Not only that we still like each other. What can I say the sex is frequent and great. Not to mention my husband is cute, sweet and nice. They do say that opposites attract. Let me tell you, his nickname for me is evil, mean and nasty! I'm sure it's just his way of saying the sex is frequent and great! LOL

It has been 1 year since I found my biological family. My life has been really weird since January 2008. No seriously, more weird than usual and although I would like to say it's not my fault. It really is, but then again I'm not sorry either. It has also been more fun, and exciting.

So the thing is, I was adopted at birth. I was adopted by a really nice family and was raised very upper middle class with an older brother who was also adopted. My dad was a teacher and mom was a nurse and my big brother wanted to be a police officer from a very early age. We went to the beach, went camping every summer, ate dinner together every night as a family, had a family game night, and went on yearly vacations together. Really nice family, I didn't fit in!

I tried, they tried, I love them, they love me, but I'm just not one of them, I never was. My adopted brother fits in as if he was their natural child, but not me. I always felt like an alien. I always knew I was adopted, my mom and dad never tried to hide it or anything and always told me they would help in any way I wanted if I ever wanted to search. I started searching when I was 18. But that's a blog for another day.

I am still amazed on a regular basis how much alike I am to my biological family, and not just in the obvious physical ways. But all kinds of stuff. Like all the women in the family are sex fiends just like me! Blew my mind when I found out that we are all a bunch of horn dogs. If I gotta have something that runs in my family, well, THAT ROCKS! I have always been really sexual. I discovered masterbating at a very early age. My parents growing up were always very prudish, but loving.

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